from “Balabul”
This is all a mother is, sometimes:
a hand on the cold side of a window,
heat going nowhere,
and staying anyway.
the bulbul sings. something is always listening.
Poetry
To call something by its singing, and refuse to accept the silence.
bulbul (n.) — a small Persian songbird, associated in classical poetry with unrequited love; said to sing ceaselessly for the rose, knowing it will never be answered.
The Collection
A collection about the cost of staying. These poems move through hunger and displacement, obsession and devotion — through cities and seasons, through grief that competes with itself, through love that persists past the point of reason. They ask what it means to keep singing when nothing answers.
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Selected Poems
This is all a mother is, sometimes:
a hand on the cold side of a window,
heat going nowhere,
and staying anyway.
The facts stay simple:
you are gone,
I continue.
I ate the last orange
standing at the sink.
It was too sweet,
almost rude.
Inside the whale, it’s all muscle & dark.
The walls contract. I think: this is love,
isn’t it? Being swallowed whole,
giving yourself to the animal hunger,
the pink cathedral of its throat.
About
Ahmed Aamer is a poet whose work moves between love and loss, memory and the present moment — the intimate and the inherited.
His work is restrained, image-led, and emotionally precise — poetry that trusts the reader to feel what it refuses to say directly.
For readings, publications, or correspondence about the work — I'd be glad to hear from you.
hello@fromthesongbird.com